Dreams Memories ~ Before Memories ~ ( Yuuki
and Zeall Arc )
One day I
found myself in orphanage in Astalen. I was still baby that day. The warden
found me and pick. Until now I still don’t know who my parents are. I don’t
know too either they are alive or not. But I really don’t care about it,
because the warden loves me so much.
I’m just
ordinary boy with black short hair with red eyes. The warden gave name for me
because I didn’t have one. The day in the orphanage was very fun, the warden
thought me how to play violin and gave me one. I was really happy that day. But
that fun days end. One day, A man came to our orphanage and claim that land is
him. But our warden didn’t give our home so easily. Until one day, I found the
warden died in front of our home. I didn’t know what I want to do next. I had
no one else. A man came to drove us away from our home. I had no home and no money.
All I had just a violin. So I decided to become a street singer by playing my
violin. With that until now I can live.
One day, I
took a train to Rome and sang there, after that I went back to Astalen with
same train. Everyday I take train to Rome and go back to Astalen. Until One day
after I went back from Rome, I found a girl crying in the station. I remembered
myself how I hate being alone, and how I hate being sad. So I came to her and
asked her.
“ Why are you crying?” I asked
“My Mom mad at me so I run away” that
little girl answered.
“Then come, Let me show you to the place that
can bring you happiness” I reached my hand to hers.
“But… But… How I can happy when my mom
mad at me” she asked.
I suddenly remember one thing that
warden always thought me, She though me how to looking forward and forget any
painful memories in past.
“Don’t worry about it. It’s already
happen, It was a past. Like yesterday. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a
mystery, but today is a gift.” I said.
“Gift?” she said.
“Yea. That’s why we call it present.”
I answered back with smile.
Yea… That phrase that warden always
talked to me when I felt down. And she always played her violin to make me
happy again. Yea… With this violin too I can make her happy.
“So, Let’s go, Let me take you to the
place that can bring you to the happiness” I asked again.
“Yea.” she took my hand and answered
with a smile.
I brought her to the park near the
station.
“This is the place where I can bring
you happiness! This magic violin will make you smile again and forget your
past.” I said.
“Magic Violin?” She asked with
curious.
“Yea…Close your eyes and hear the
sound of magic.” I said.
I played my violin. Yea… The same way
like warden always played. The same song also. The song from her country.
“How is it?” I asked.
“GOOD! IT’S reallyyyyyy GOOD! And
beautiful too.” She jumped up and shouted with happy voice.
“See... You happy now right? I told
you this is magic violin which can make you smile again.” I smiled again.
“Yea it is! By the way, What is the
title of the song?” She replied.
“Oh it is Tsubasa wo Kudasai.” I
answered.
“Heh? What is that means? “ She asked.
“It’s from Japanese. Someone always
played it for when whenever I feel down and sad. It mean Give Me Wings.” I answered.
“Zeall Shylvarion” She suddenly said.
“Huh?”
“My name. You can call me Zeall” She
answered with smile.
“Then I shall give mine. Yuuki Arashi.”
I answered back.
“Are you Japanese?” She asked.
“Well… “
After that I told my story to her. I
told her my days in orphanage. I told her about the Warden. We told about
everything. Interest, hobby, everything that my mouth can said. I don’t know
but I never felt this happy before. I felt different like before. At first I
just wanted to make her smile because She reminded me of myself. But She made
me smile too. She made me happy like I did too and I wanted to see that smile
forever.
Time passed. Night came. She needed to
go home because it was already dark. We parted for today but before we part she
asked one thing that made me happy.
“Can I hear that magic song again
sometimes when I feel sad or depress?” she asked
“Of course! Ok then. Every time you
feel sad or depress just wait me in bench in the station at 5 o’clock. I always
get off from train at that time.” I said.
“Really? We can meet up there, right?
It’s a promise!” She answered with happy face.
“Yea, it is!” I replied with smile
too.
“I hope this fun day didn’t end” She
said with a bit sad face.
“Don’t be stupid, If that moment
didn’t end that mean tomorrow doesn’t come and if that happy moment end, maybe
we can have another happier moment in tomorrow
but if we have go through hard thing, we still can do our best right?” I
interrupted.
She looks shock but then she smile
again.
“Yea you right. Tomorrow will be
better than today for sure” She smiled.
“Yea” I smiled too.
After that we parted. Yea… that means
I can met her everyday from now on. But where I must went. Home? I had none. I
always slept where I can. I had no home. I had no family. I just had her. Yea…
only her, and I didn’t want to lose her like I lost warden. No matter what.
Day passed. I slept in station. In the
morning I awake. Just like always I took train to Rome and went back after 5 o’clock.
What a boring day. But that day end. After I went back, Zeall was there.
Yea! She was there waiting for me. I was very happy. We spent our time
together. Day by day, week by week. And I hope this going on forever.
But one day, just like always I met
Zeall in station but this times she felt very sad and depress. I asked her why
and then Zeall told me that she must went out from Astalen because her Dad’s
work. I felt… empty… I didn’t know what to do. She was the only friend and
family I had. With she’s gone, I didn’t know again. I just stood there and kept
silence.
“Yuuki… Told me what to do… I didn’t
want to leave you.” She asked and cried.
“… I don’t know Zeall.” I answered.
“I…I…I Don’t want to leave!” She
shouted and cried.
“Me too. I don’t want you to leave
Zeall! I want to be with you!” I shouted.
“But my daddy said we don’t have any choice.
He forces me to go outside the town.” She said.
“But..you will be back to this city
right? Back to Astalen.” I interrupted.
“I…I don’t know….” Shylvarion said
that.
Wait, That means I would never see her
again? What was this. When I found my happiness after Warden died God took it
away again. AGAIN! No… This ain’t fair. I can’t accepted this. But What else I
can do. It’s not like I can stop her.
“I must go…I’m sorry……and Goodbye
……..” Zeall said then ran.
After that I felt empty I just felt
down on my knees and cried. I didn’t know what to do. Everyone gone. I had
nothing left.
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Yuuki’s
Memory
My mind became blank, I felt like
nothing. I felt useless to life. I just did my boring routines and prayed
everyday that someday I could met her again. Yea… Someday... that only reason
left I could life. Hope. Hope to meet her someday. So I just hang on and did my
boring routines and waited her in the station. But one day, I saw the newspaper,
I saw terrible news. A car fell down to a cliff. I saw the victim. Then that
made me even worse. I saw Shylvarion family in the victim list. Without any
thought I ran to hospital. Ran as fast as my legs could brought me.
Finally, I arrived in the hospital. I
asked to the nurse where Zeall’s room. She gave me a direction. Then I quickly
ran to that room. I opened the door and I found Zeall and a Doctor there.
“How is she doing doctor!” I said.
“What are you doing here kid! This not
a place for you” The Doctor said and tried to drive me away.
“Get off your hand out of me! I just
want to know her condition! I’m a smart kid! I’ll understand it!” I shouted.
“If you smart then don’t shout in this
room! Very well if you insist, I’ll talk to you outside. It seems you are the
only family member she has” The Doctor said.
We got out from room and the doctor
explained everything to me.
“She need heart transplant operation.
But there’s no heart’s donor around. So We can do nothing.” The Doctor
explained.
Heart Transplant. That means she
needed a donor, and they couldn’t find one for her. All my mind just wanted to
save her. Yea… Saved her no matter what!
“So use my heart! Use my heart to save
her!” I answered back.
“Don’t be stupid! We can’t take a
heart from living one.” The Doctor said back.
I knew the doctor would not allow take
a heart from living person. Therefore I just need to killed myself right. Yea.
No other choice. Only this way I could help her.
“Then It’s better me to die in order
to save her right!” I shouted and run outside.
I ran without thinking. I just ran
because I didn’t know what to do.
“HEY KID! Don’t be stupid.” The Doctor
shouted and chased me.
I ran and ran until outside the
hospital. It was raining outside I ran without see around. Then I saw a light
come from my right. It was car’s light. I just didn’t feel anything, everything
went so fast. Then my vision went blur. The Doctor came to me and held me.
“Hey KID! Hang on boy!” The Doctor
said
“HEY! HELP HERE!” The Doctor shouted
again.
“It…It’s okay Doc…use my heart to save
her…please…save her… No matter what…” I said.
“Who are you brave kid? She must know
her hero” The doctor said.
“….Yuuki…”
With that last word I hoped I could
save her. I didn’t matter I died if I could save her. Suddenly I heard a sound
from nowhere.
“Do you believe in reincarnation?”
Reincarnation? What was that mean? I
didn’t want it if I didn’t meet her. It felt useless.
“Do you want see her again?”
What? Yea! Of course. I wanted to she smiles.
I wanted to she happy. I wanted to she LIVES ON!
“Very well, if that is your wish.”
After that I didn’t feel anything
again. I felt something came out. Most importantly I didn’t remember anything. Not
about me. Not about her. Not about anything. Then I felt alive again. But…
Dark, Dark, I can see nothing. I just
hear a woman crying around me. I try to move my body but I can’t, Who is she?
Why she is crying? Slowly I open my eyes. My vision still blur, I see a woman
crying in front of me. Then when she realizes I awake, she looks happy. Who is
she? Where am I? furthermore, Who am I? I can’t remember any single thing. Then
slowly I speak to the woman in front of me.
“Who….Who Am I? Who are you?” I said.
The Woman looks shock then looks to
the doctor, The doctor just shaking his head. Then the woman answers my
question with smile and tears flowing.
“Acrsen….Zen Acrsen….”
~ FIN ~
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Zeall’s
Memory
I ran as
fast as I can so I couldn’t see his face again. I didn’t want see his tears, I
didn’t want see his sadness because it just made me felt that way too. I just
ran to my home. I went to my room and cried. I ignored both my parents. I hated
them. I HATED THEM! I wished I didn’t see them again. I just wished to see
Yuuki again.
Later on
that day at the night, We moved away with car, I sat in the back. I just
silence not talked to my mom or dad. My mom always tried to talk to me but I
ignored her. I wouldn’t forgive them till I could see Yuuki again. Once a times
my dad looked behind and tried to talk to me, but I kept ignore him also. But one
times, my dad looked behind to me, then I saw a light in front of us. I was car’s
light. I was scared. I didn’t want to die. I still want to met Yuuki. My Dad
tried to avoid it but we fell down to a cliff in right. I was really scared all
I could do just screamed.
“Yuukiiii…
Help me” I shouted.
I just
shouted and shouted hoping Yuuki could help me. I knew he wouldn’t came. Then
our car fell down. Everything went so fast. I just fell unconscious after that.
I didn’t know how many days I slept, I even didn’t know if I still alive or
not.
One day, I
opened my eyes. I felt different I didn’t know why but I felt warmed in my
chest. I was looking around. But I couldn’t find anyone, then a nurse came to
my room.
“Hello
there. Finally you wake up! Hold on I’ll call Doctor” She said.
Not long
after that a Doctor came. He told me everything gonna be okay but I didn’t
believe that. How could everything find after that happened. Then I saw my
aunty came. Then I asked.
“Aunty.
Where are dad and mom?” I asked.
Aunty just
felt silence. I didn’t know what must I said.
“Did they
die?” I suddenly asked that.
Aunty looked
shocked and what I feared came true. My wishes before. My wishes that I didn’t
want to see them again. My wishes killed them. I shocked and froze out. But
suddenly my chest felt hurt. Really hurt. I grabbed my chest with my hand and
scream. Then I passed out.
After a
couple week. Finally I could accepted that my parents already died. Aunty came
to me and asked me my condition. I felt fine. Then one day doctor allowed me to
go home. But before that Doctor told me something that I couldn’t believe. He
told me that my heart was other person’s heart. He told me how a kid scarified
himself in order to save me. When I asked the name. The Doctor said one name.
“Yuuki
Arashi”.
Suddenly I
felt down and my chest began to hurt. The Doctor tried to help me but I ran
away with my hand held my chest. There was no way Yuuki died. No way. I ran
away from the hospital and went to the station. Everyday I waited him in the
station but he didn’t come. Week passed and I still waited him but he didn’t
come. Month passed I still there for him. Years. One year. Two years. Three
years. Everyday I waited for him. Patiently. Until 8 years passed. I met someone
just like him. But he wasn’t Yuuki.
Someone that
could made me smile again after this 8 years. His name was…
“Zen Arcsen”.
~ FIN ~