Dreams Memories ~ Before Memories ~

Dreams Memories ~ Before Memories ~ ( Yuuki and Zeall Arc )

One day I found myself in orphanage in Astalen. I was still baby that day. The warden found me and pick. Until now I still don’t know who my parents are. I don’t know too either they are alive or not. But I really don’t care about it, because the warden loves me so much.

I’m just ordinary boy with black short hair with red eyes. The warden gave name for me because I didn’t have one. The day in the orphanage was very fun, the warden thought me how to play violin and gave me one. I was really happy that day. But that fun days end. One day, A man came to our orphanage and claim that land is him. But our warden didn’t give our home so easily. Until one day, I found the warden died in front of our home. I didn’t know what I want to do next. I had no one else. A man came to drove us away from our home. I had no home and no money. All I had just a violin. So I decided to become a street singer by playing my violin. With that until now I can live.

One day, I took a train to Rome and sang there, after that I went back to Astalen with same train. Everyday I take train to Rome and go back to Astalen. Until One day after I went back from Rome, I found a girl crying in the station. I remembered myself how I hate being alone, and how I hate being sad. So I came to her and asked her.

“ Why are you crying?” I asked

“My Mom mad at me so I run away” that little girl answered.

 “Then come, Let me show you to the place that can bring you happiness” I reached my hand to hers.

“But… But… How I can happy when my mom mad at me” she asked.

I suddenly remember one thing that warden always thought me, She though me how to looking forward and forget any painful memories in past.

“Don’t worry about it. It’s already happen, It was a past. Like yesterday. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift.” I said.

 “Gift?” she said.

“Yea. That’s why we call it present.” I answered back with smile.

Yea… That phrase that warden always talked to me when I felt down. And she always played her violin to make me happy again. Yea… With this violin too I can make her happy.

“So, Let’s go, Let me take you to the place that can bring you to the happiness” I asked again.

“Yea.” she took my hand and answered with a smile.

I brought her to the park near the station.

“This is the place where I can bring you happiness! This magic violin will make you smile again and forget your past.” I said.

“Magic Violin?” She asked with curious.

“Yea…Close your eyes and hear the sound of magic.” I said.

I played my violin. Yea… The same way like warden always played. The same song also. The song from her country.

“How is it?” I asked.

“GOOD! IT’S reallyyyyyy GOOD! And beautiful too.” She jumped up and shouted with happy voice.

“See... You happy now right? I told you this is magic violin which can make you smile again.” I smiled again.

“Yea it is! By the way, What is the title of the song?” She replied.

“Oh it is Tsubasa wo Kudasai.” I answered.

“Heh? What is that means? “ She asked.

“It’s from Japanese. Someone always played it for when whenever I feel down and sad. It mean Give Me Wings.” I answered.

“Zeall Shylvarion” She suddenly said.

 

“Huh?”

“My name. You can call me Zeall” She answered with smile.

“Then I shall give mine. Yuuki Arashi.” I answered back.

“Are you Japanese?” She asked.

“Well… “

After that I told my story to her. I told her my days in orphanage. I told her about the Warden. We told about everything. Interest, hobby, everything that my mouth can said. I don’t know but I never felt this happy before. I felt different like before. At first I just wanted to make her smile because She reminded me of myself. But She made me smile too. She made me happy like I did too and I wanted to see that smile forever.

Time passed. Night came. She needed to go home because it was already dark. We parted for today but before we part she asked one thing that made me happy.

“Can I hear that magic song again sometimes when I feel sad or depress?” she asked

“Of course! Ok then. Every time you feel sad or depress just wait me in bench in the station at 5 o’clock. I always get off from train at that time.” I said.

“Really? We can meet up there, right? It’s a promise!” She answered with happy face.

“Yea, it is!” I replied with smile too.

“I hope this fun day didn’t end” She said with a bit sad face.

“Don’t be stupid, If that moment didn’t end that mean tomorrow doesn’t come and if that happy moment end, maybe we can  have another happier moment in tomorrow but if we have go through hard thing, we still can do our best right?” I interrupted.

She looks shock but then she smile again.

“Yea you right. Tomorrow will be better than today for sure” She smiled.

“Yea” I smiled too.

After that we parted. Yea… that means I can met her everyday from now on. But where I must went. Home? I had none. I always slept where I can. I had no home. I had no family. I just had her. Yea… only her, and I didn’t want to lose her like I lost warden. No matter what.

Day passed. I slept in station. In the morning I awake. Just like always I took train to Rome and went back after 5 o’clock. What a boring day. But that day end. After I went back, Zeall was there. Yea! She was there waiting for me. I was very happy. We spent our time together. Day by day, week by week. And I hope this going on forever. 

But one day, just like always I met Zeall in station but this times she felt very sad and depress. I asked her why and then Zeall told me that she must went out from Astalen because her Dad’s work. I felt… empty… I didn’t know what to do. She was the only friend and family I had. With she’s gone, I didn’t know again. I just stood there and kept silence.

“Yuuki… Told me what to do… I didn’t want to leave you.” She asked and cried.

“… I don’t know Zeall.” I answered.

“I…I…I Don’t want to leave!” She shouted and cried.

“Me too. I don’t want you to leave Zeall! I want to be with you!” I shouted.

 “But my daddy said we don’t have any choice. He forces me to go outside the town.” She said.

“But..you will be back to this city right? Back to Astalen.” I interrupted.

“I…I don’t know….” Shylvarion said that.

Wait, That means I would never see her again? What was this. When I found my happiness after Warden died God took it away again. AGAIN! No… This ain’t fair. I can’t accepted this. But What else I can do. It’s not like I can stop her.

“I must go…I’m sorry……and Goodbye ……..” Zeall said then ran.

After that I felt empty I just felt down on my knees and cried. I didn’t know what to do. Everyone gone. I had nothing left.

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Yuuki’s Memory

My mind became blank, I felt like nothing. I felt useless to life. I just did my boring routines and prayed everyday that someday I could met her again. Yea… Someday... that only reason left I could life. Hope. Hope to meet her someday. So I just hang on and did my boring routines and waited her in the station. But one day, I saw the newspaper, I saw terrible news. A car fell down to a cliff. I saw the victim. Then that made me even worse. I saw Shylvarion family in the victim list. Without any thought I ran to hospital. Ran as fast as my legs could brought me. 

Finally, I arrived in the hospital. I asked to the nurse where Zeall’s room. She gave me a direction. Then I quickly ran to that room. I opened the door and I found Zeall and a Doctor there.

“How is she doing doctor!” I said.

“What are you doing here kid! This not a place for you” The Doctor said and tried to drive me away.

“Get off your hand out of me! I just want to know her condition! I’m a smart kid! I’ll understand it!” I shouted.

“If you smart then don’t shout in this room! Very well if you insist, I’ll talk to you outside. It seems you are the only family member she has” The Doctor said.

We got out from room and the doctor explained everything to me.

“She need heart transplant operation. But there’s no heart’s donor around. So We can do nothing.” The Doctor explained.

Heart Transplant. That means she needed a donor, and they couldn’t find one for her. All my mind just wanted to save her. Yea… Saved her no matter what!

“So use my heart! Use my heart to save her!” I answered back.

“Don’t be stupid! We can’t take a heart from living one.” The Doctor said back.

I knew the doctor would not allow take a heart from living person. Therefore I just need to killed myself right. Yea. No other choice. Only this way I could help her.

“Then It’s better me to die in order to save her right!” I shouted and run outside.

I ran without thinking. I just ran because I didn’t know what to do.

“HEY KID! Don’t be stupid.” The Doctor shouted and chased me.

I ran and ran until outside the hospital. It was raining outside I ran without see around. Then I saw a light come from my right. It was car’s light. I just didn’t feel anything, everything went so fast. Then my vision went blur. The Doctor came to me and held me.

“Hey KID! Hang on boy!” The Doctor said

“HEY! HELP HERE!” The Doctor shouted again.

“It…It’s okay Doc…use my heart to save her…please…save her… No matter what…” I said.

“Who are you brave kid? She must know her hero” The doctor said.

“….Yuuki…”

With that last word I hoped I could save her. I didn’t matter I died if I could save her. Suddenly I heard a sound from nowhere.

“Do you believe in reincarnation?”

Reincarnation? What was that mean? I didn’t want it if I didn’t meet her. It felt useless.

“Do you want see her again?”

What? Yea! Of course. I wanted to she smiles. I wanted to she happy. I wanted to she LIVES ON! 

“Very well, if that is your wish.”

After that I didn’t feel anything again. I felt something came out. Most importantly I didn’t remember anything. Not about me. Not about her. Not about anything. Then I felt alive again. But…

Dark, Dark, I can see nothing. I just hear a woman crying around me. I try to move my body but I can’t, Who is she? Why she is crying? Slowly I open my eyes. My vision still blur, I see a woman crying in front of me. Then when she realizes I awake, she looks happy. Who is she? Where am I? furthermore, Who am I? I can’t remember any single thing. Then slowly I speak to the woman in front of me.

“Who….Who Am I? Who are you?” I said.

The Woman looks shock then looks to the doctor, The doctor just shaking his head. Then the woman answers my question with smile and tears flowing.

“Acrsen….Zen Acrsen….”

~ FIN ~

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Zeall’s Memory

I ran as fast as I can so I couldn’t see his face again. I didn’t want see his tears, I didn’t want see his sadness because it just made me felt that way too. I just ran to my home. I went to my room and cried. I ignored both my parents. I hated them. I HATED THEM! I wished I didn’t see them again. I just wished to see Yuuki again. 

Later on that day at the night, We moved away with car, I sat in the back. I just silence not talked to my mom or dad. My mom always tried to talk to me but I ignored her. I wouldn’t forgive them till I could see Yuuki again. Once a times my dad looked behind and tried to talk to me, but I kept ignore him also. But one times, my dad looked behind to me, then I saw a light in front of us. I was car’s light. I was scared. I didn’t want to die. I still want to met Yuuki. My Dad tried to avoid it but we fell down to a cliff in right. I was really scared all I could do just screamed.

“Yuukiiii… Help me” I shouted.

I just shouted and shouted hoping Yuuki could help me. I knew he wouldn’t came. Then our car fell down. Everything went so fast. I just fell unconscious after that. I didn’t know how many days I slept, I even didn’t know if I still alive or not.

One day, I opened my eyes. I felt different I didn’t know why but I felt warmed in my chest. I was looking around. But I couldn’t find anyone, then a nurse came to my room.

“Hello there. Finally you wake up! Hold on I’ll call Doctor” She said.

Not long after that a Doctor came. He told me everything gonna be okay but I didn’t believe that. How could everything find after that happened. Then I saw my aunty came. Then I asked.

“Aunty. Where are dad and mom?” I asked.

Aunty just felt silence. I didn’t know what must I said. 

“Did they die?” I suddenly asked that.

Aunty looked shocked and what I feared came true. My wishes before. My wishes that I didn’t want to see them again. My wishes killed them. I shocked and froze out. But suddenly my chest felt hurt. Really hurt. I grabbed my chest with my hand and scream. Then I passed out.

After a couple week. Finally I could accepted that my parents already died. Aunty came to me and asked me my condition. I felt fine. Then one day doctor allowed me to go home. But before that Doctor told me something that I couldn’t believe. He told me that my heart was other person’s heart. He told me how a kid scarified himself in order to save me. When I asked the name. The Doctor said one name.

“Yuuki Arashi”.

Suddenly I felt down and my chest began to hurt. The Doctor tried to help me but I ran away with my hand held my chest. There was no way Yuuki died. No way. I ran away from the hospital and went to the station. Everyday I waited him in the station but he didn’t come. Week passed and I still waited him but he didn’t come. Month passed I still there for him. Years. One year. Two years. Three years. Everyday I waited for him. Patiently. Until 8 years passed. I met someone just like him. But he wasn’t Yuuki.

Someone that could made me smile again after this 8 years. His name was…

 

“Zen Arcsen”.

~ FIN ~