Dreams Memories ( Memory ONE )

Dark, Dark, I can see nothing. I just hear a woman crying around me. I try to move my body but I can’t, Who is she? Why she is crying? Slowly I open my eyes. My vision still blur, I see a woman crying in front of me. Then when she realizes I awake, she looks happy. Who is she? Where am I? furthermore, Who am I? I can’t remember any single thing. Then slowly I speak to the woman in front of me.

“Who….Who Am I? Who are you?” I said.

The Woman looks shock then looks to the doctor, The doctor just shaking his head. Then the woman answers my question with smile and tears flowing.

“Acrsen….Zen Acrsen….”

DREAMS MEMORIES

~ somnia memoria ~

Memory ONE

A little girl. I saw a girl sitting in bench. A short brown hair little girl. She looks so sad. So depress. What happened? Why are you sad? I want to say that word, but no words come from my mouth. I want to help that little girl. Please don’t be so sad. Suddenly the girl stands up.

“He’s not coming back” The girl said.

Then the girl leaves with the tears. Who is he? Who is she waiting for? That’s all I want to ask to the girl. Then Suddenly I hear a sound.

“Astalen. Astalen. Next stop Astalen”

I must felt asleep when I’m in the train. Then I woke up. I stand up then take my bag. When I’m standing, I see beautiful sunset. It is so orange yet so beautiful. Suddenly the train stops. 

“Astalen huh. After 8 years I come back again to this city.” I mumbled to myself.

Last time I visited Astalen when I was nine years old. Astalen. A small city near Rome. Italy. Not many people live in that city. But yet it is a very beautiful city. But not really so popular because the tourist prefer go to Rome than to Astalen. I move to Astalen to live with my older sister. It’s a week since my Dad passed away. So My uncle told me to move to Astalen so I can live with my only family which is my sister. Oh, and My Mom already passed away too, 8 years ago in accident. I was involved in that accident too. But luckily I can survive though I can’t remember any single thing after that accident.

I arrive at the Astalen station. I walk out of train waiting for my sis pick me. But I see a brown hair girl. The same girl I saw in my dream but this girl is around my age, not a little girl anymore. Just like grown up version of little girl in my dream. When I want to approach her, She suddenly stand up then leaves. I couldn’t say a word with her. I’m not even know her name. 

I sit in a bench waiting for my sis. Then suddenly I realize that there is a hat next to me. This hat maybe belongs to that girl. I decided to take hat. Then I see a beautiful young lady. Her hair is long and white. The lady smiles.

“Sorry. The class end late. Did you wait here long enough?” Said the lady.

Yea. That lady is my sis. Noel Arcsen. She is my only family and also PE teacher of St.Lucia Academy, The school that I’ll attend tomorrow.

“Don’t worry sis. I’m not waiting that long” I answered.

“Fuf. Thanks God. So, Let’s go home. Or you prefer walking around the city first?” Sis asked.

“Don’t worry sis, I’m fine. Let’s just go home. I’m kinda tired.”

It’s true I’m feeling tired of this travel, and I want to take a rest a bit, maybe tomorrow I can walk around the city.

“Ok then” She answered.

I’m walking home with my sis. My sis’s home is not really far away from the station. I’m looking to the orange sky while walking and thinking, Who is the girl I meet before. Maybe she is one of St.Lucia student. Suddenly my sis looking the hat I bring, and ask.

“Why do you have that hat? That is St.Lucia girl’s hat.”

Girl hat. St.Lucia. Wait! What?! St.Lucia?!

“This hat is St.Lucia’s hat, sis?” I asked quickly.

“Yea. Why? And Why do have that hat?” My sis said with a big question mark on her head.

“Oh I found this hat in the station before. I saw the girl left it behind and I intend to give to her tomorrow” I answered.

“Oh I see then. So, What is that girl like? Is she cute? Is she beautiful?” My sis asked with a big smile.

“Oh come on, sis. I just want to give this hat back. That’s all. I have no other intention as well.” I answered.

“Hoo….”My sis answered with a big smile.

“…..though she is cute…and beautiful too….” I mumbled.

“Hahaha… I knew it! Don’t worry about it. I will help you find that girl. So what is that girl like? Do you know her name?”

Name huh, That I want to know too. Furthermore I curious about that girl, Is she really the same girl in my dream. And why that girl shows in my dream. I never meet her before.

“I don’t know the name but she has short brown hair with yellow hairpin, she’s about my shoulder tall. And slim too.” I described it to my sis.

“Hey, you know. Don’t call her slim” My sis interrupted.

“Huh?” I responsed quickly.

“Call her Sexy.” My sis answered.

“ OH come on SIS!” I answered with high voice .

“Hahaha….Ok ok. I’ll show you the Student’s book in St.Lucia when we back home” My sis said.

The student book. Yea. With that I can find her. I can know her name, and I can know her class too.

Time passed away while we walking, and we already stand in front of house. Not really a big house yet not really small either but it is a beautiful house and I see Arcsen in the nameplate. Yea, this is my sis home for sure.

I walk into the house and looking around the house. This is really nice house, a Europe style’s house. With a nice furniture around.

“I already tidy up room on the second floor. And that is your room” My sis said and showed me my room.

I walk inside my room and place my bag. The room is really nice too even though not really big. I sit down in the bed then lay down. Then before I realize I’m sleeping.

A little girl. I see that little girl again. But now she is crying. Why? Why do you crying? Then a little boy comes to her.

“ Why are you crying?” that little boy asked.

“My Mom mad at me so I run away” that little girl answered vividly.

Who is that boy? Is that the boy that she is waiting for before?

“Then come, Let me show you to the place that can bring you happiness” The little boy reaches his hand to the little girl’s hand.

“But… But… How I can happy when my mom mad at me” The little girl asked.

“Don’t worry about it. It’s already happen, It was a past. Like yesterday. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift.” The little boy said.

Wait. I feel like I know that phrase before. But where have I heard it.

“Gift?” The little girl said.

“Yea. That’s why we call it present.” The little boy answered back with smile.

“So, Let’s go, Let me take you to the place that can bring you to the happiness” that boy asked again.

“Yea.” The little girl took his hand and answered with a smile.