Dreams Memory ( Memory FIVE )

Memory FIVE

The sound of alarm clock wakes me up, I’m looking at the clock and it’s already 7.00AM.  I really need to get up, but I can’t get rid the image of the last dream. What all that means. What all my dreams means. Is that something really happened in past? Even so, Why can I saw it. Or maybe, that was my past too. Ah, Dammit I don’t get it at all. I better get up hurry up.

I’m preparing my uniform, tidy up my bed then go down stair. Like always I don’t see my sis. I knock her room. No answer. I take my breath. And…

“FIREEEEEEE!!!!!!!” I shouted.

Suddenly I hear a sound from her room, It seems she fell down from her bed. And again I hear another one. Now it seems she hit her head with the door. I move out and take my breakfast. Not long later, My sis show up in panic.

“Where?! Where’s the fire?” She shouted in panic.

“None” I answered.

“Eh…..”She confused.

“It just the way to wake you up” I answered.

Suddenly I feel killing aura behind me, with that my peaceful morning ends too.  After an hour and half lecture from my sis, we go to school. And thanks to that, we LATE! We run to school. Sigh. Thanks to my sis for ruining my peaceful morning.

I barely made it to school. I ran out my breath and sit in my chair. Dammit, I’m so exhausted in the morning. And yet the class already started. And it’s history the least subject I like. Or the subject I hate! Maybe I better sleep since I’m very exhausted. Thank to my sis. Sigh. I try to sit in low profile because I don’t want get caught while I’m sleeping. Then I close my eyes.

I see a dream again. A dream of little girl name Shylvarion. I see Shylvarion with the little boy holding the violin. Shylvarion looks so happy, I can’t believe Shylvarion can make such a happy face since she is always sad and depress all around. I wonder for how long that smile gone.

“Can I hear that magic song again sometimes when I feel sad or depress?” Shylvarion asked to the boy.

“Of course! Ok then. Every time you feel sad or depress just wait me in bench in the station at 5 o’clock. I always get off from train at that time.” The little boy said.

“Really? We can meet up there, right? It’s a promise!” Shylvarion answered with happy face.

“Yea, it is!” The boy replied with smile too.

Suddenly I hear a noise. I wonder who it is. Then I do something that I shouldn’t do. I open my eyes and see Mam Grattle. The scariest teacher and Vice principle in front of me. I just lost of word. I just freeze out and can’t say a word.

“Hmm… Arcsen?” Mam Grattle said.

“Err…yes mam?” I answered politely.

“Come with me.” She replied.

And with such a short word I go with her and I don’t know if I can survive this or not. I’ll be good person God so please save me release me from this evil witch.

We walking in corridor and head to principle office. Oh God. I really doomed. She’s scarier than my sis. But what I see after that. I see Shylvarion holding her chest with her hand. She looks so pale. I wonder if something wrong with her, so I ask Mam Grattle.

“Mam, Shylvarion looks so pale, We need to get her to nurse office” I asked.

“Quite you! I know you intend to run!” Mam Grattle answered.

“It’s not like…..” 

Before I could say a word Shylvarion collapses in front of us. Mam Grattle just freeze out and do nothing. I quickly run and grab her.

“Hey, What are you….”Mam Grattle tried to say.

“Mam! This isn’t time for that!” I shouted and interrupted her.

I grab Shylvarion and bring her to Nurse Office as fast as my legs can. I know I will be punish for this but that isn’t matter, saving Shylvarion is priority for now. I believe my sis will agree with me too. I meet the Teacher in nurse office. She gives Shylvarion some medicine and Shylvarion looks clam. Thanks God. It seems the medicine works. Then I ask the teacher about the medicine she gave.

“Er..Miss, What medicine you gave to her?” I asked.

“Oh this? This one is for heart attack. We always stock it since Shylvarion always come with same problem.” She explained.

“Oh I see….WAIT…WHAT!?” I replied.

Heart attack?! Yea, I have heard a rumor about she has weak heart, but I don’t think it’s that fatal. I look around the room, something caught my eyes. This is nurse room, but, why there is violin on the table. I ask the teacher about that.

“Miss…Why do you have violin in this room?” I asked.

“Oh about that, Shylvarion bring it here since she always come here every time, I decided to let her put the violin here.” She explained.

“Oh she can play it?” I asked.

“Oh about that I don’t know, I never see her playing that violin. When I asked, She only answer, This is magic violin so I can’t play it.” She explained.

“Magic violin…” I mumbled.

“Hey, You are Arcsen right? Will you take care of her a bit? I need to do something first. Don’t worry I’ll tell to you subject teacher after this.” The teacher said.

“Er…but…Well okay.” I answered.

“Well then I take my leave. BUT! Don’t you dare lay a finger on her…hahahaha” she said then left.

“I WON’T” I shouted.

I go to the table, looking the magic violin. Could it be the violin that the boy used to play. I pick the violin and try something to play. This violin is old, but the sound is still beautiful. She must really take care of this violin. While I’m playing suddenly I hear a slow voice.

“How... How… can you”

“Ah sorry, did I awake you?” I said and stopped playing.

“How can you play that...” Shylvarion said.

“Oh, violin? Well I used to play when I lived with my Dad….” I answered.

“Not that! The song! How can you play that song?” She interrupted with high tone.

“Eh? The song?” I asked.

Before I realize, I was playing the song that the little boy used to play to Shylvarion. To tells you the truth. I really don’t know too, I played it without thinking. It just my heart played itself.

“Er… Well, I really don’t know too, I played it without thinking first.” I answered.

“No…no way… That song was my favorite one, The song in past in my happy moment. I wish that moment didn’t end.” Shylvarion said.

“Don’t be stupid, If that moment didn’t end that mean tomorrow doesn’t come and if that happy moment end, maybe we can  have another happier moment in tomorrow but if we have go through hard thing, we still can do our best right?” I interrupted.

Shylvarion doesn’t answered back, she just freeze out and looking at me. Suddenly she sheds tears.

“Hey Hey Hey…What’s wrong? Did I do something wrong?” I panicked.

“Who really are you….” She asked.

“Heh? Me? Didn’t I tell you before? I’m Zen. Zen Arcsen.” I answered.

“That can’t be. You’re not him, and yet you are like him. Who are you? WHO ARE YOU!” She shouted.

“Him?” I asked.

Him. I’m not him and yet I like him? What’s that means? Who is him? Is it the boy in her past? Did we really that alike? I never see that boy face. It is always blur in my dreams. Suddenly, Shylvarion hold her chest tight and looks pain.

“Hey… Hey… Hang on. I’ll take a medicine.” I said panicked.

“Who… who… are you… “ She said slowly.

I take the same medicine that the teacher gave her. I give her and lay her down on the bed. After that, she looks calm down a bit and then sleep. Not long after that the teacher comes and thanks me for looking after Shylvarion. And I take my leave then head back to classroom.

All this time, She looks in pain, and yet no one help her. I really feel pity of her. But what is the meaning of her word before. I’m not him and yet I like him. Maybe this have connection between me, him , Shylvarion and my forgotten past. I must find out what this is all about.